what is the real means of friendship???

is that any friendship last forever???
i not really believe in it...
i just felt that i have just betrayed by my dearest friend...
what is the real mean of friendship???
could anyone tell me???
i just want a friend that always stay by my side...
when i was sad, i can find him/her to grumble...
when i was happy, v can share that moment together...
however, i can't find this person until now...
i'm not greedy...just one..
why can't i find one???
during my national service camp, i'm really enjoy the moment with friend...
just after the camp, v have lost in contact...
why can't continue???
just give a ring or sms??
why just a simple step to do but no one will do?
i really dun understand...what have happen??
my problem or???
i really feel jealous that some people can find their buddy of life....
however, they not really appreciate what they have now...
perhaps, they have lost only know how valuable with what they have before...
therefore, appreciate with what you have now!!!

MY FIRST TIME

11 August 2008
i am so happy and so glad to donate my blood....it was my first time.... finally, i can donate it...i still remember tat i couldn't donate during my national service...
it was frustrated.... i still remember i went to do check up tat time with the pumping heart and so glad i could help people with my blood...however, i pass everything till the end...i fail my blood test when they check on the ion in the blood... my blood was so watery... they don't give me permission to donate...they were so worry if my blood not stop bleeding at the moment.. so wat i can do is just wait and see my fren donating there... it is about 2 or 3 people can donate their blood on tat time...
luckily, i was pass everything in this time testing...but one thing tat the nurse din ask about during the test..."how many hour tat i sleep overnight?"
i was just sleep about 2 and the half hour...because i have forget the donation...
i was just make a promote to everyone to donate blood with me on tat day....
however, only me and shau donate...kar yue pass everything but she din donate... she was so worry about the needle... really funny because she was st.john ambulance member tat worrying tat needle will be very pain...she scared until crying...thus, she din donate...i really feel the needle was nothing... the dose is even painful than the blood needle....just think about ur blood can help someone.... it is so powerful enough to motivate u...remember wat is in ur hand right now is better than everyone...

Wh@T @ Nic3 d@y!!!

wow.... what a nice day today... triple 8...
OLYMPIC DAY....
sharing a good moment...
hope malaysia can do their best....
at least one gold from the competition....
show tat malaysia can do it...
MALAYSIA BOLEH...

15 JULY 2008(^-^)
my baby roboroskwi was just born ...They are so cute and adorable...They born in the same amount everytime ,only 4.. i wish to see them run and play as soon as possible...

~what kind of service is it~

*10 JULY 2008*

i'm not a new learner anymore.. My driving had just over probation. It's already pass..
i'm so happy but why every happiness will continue by sadness..i'm going to change my P license to normal driver license but something terrible happen.

i'm going to JPJ alone. However,i was waited for my turn...i was wondering wat i'm going to do cause i haven't been to tat place before. When the queue comes to me, i was excited and going to the counter. The JPJ workers require for photo and license which in needed. Then ,i pass it to them. That fellow asked me whether want to renew how many years. i told her 5 years. She press her computer and print everything to me. She asked for RM150 which is 30bucks for a year. i give tat amount to her. She pass the renew license to me with a kind smile.

However , i checked the receipt. There is only printed RM60 in it. I asked her why there is only RM60 is printed on it.. i double checked on my new license where is only 2 years written...She checked it and said '"ya , oh!" Then she checked for me whether can add on 3 years for me..but it is too late....cause the data is already in and she told me to renew next time.. Then , i asked my money back.. She return the money which i have give...but it is only RM40... What the fucking mathematics she had???
RM150- RM60= RM40???
who teach them???
i really want to know which school she's from??? even a primary school student are far better than her... then i asked why is only RM40 returns? it suppose to be RM90... where is my RM50... then , she take a calculator and count....only she return to me...


i really have no idea what is the government do?? hire this kind of person??? no wonder why the economy got slow down...i feel very disappointed to this kind of service... i don't know she on purpose or she is so stupid until tat .... i only know i' m lucky because i din become the victim...Haiz....... malaysia service.... malay's service...

I LIKE THIS SONG SO MUCH..

~FUN DAY~

i m very happy with my life everyday...but i dun like the way i spent my time sometime...i dun like study at all...even holding a book...i prefer to sitting somewhere than holding the book...
it will be a hard time to study...feel dizzy every time i read something...
y?
m i born to waste time... i will do practical more than read...
can someone help me to solve?
i like to spend time with all my friend nowadays...
i like the people in this school...
i feel tat the people i meet now far more better than my old school mate...
thanks a lot...
i hope tat i could be myself without any influences...
that's me...
if u can accept me ,then v can be friend...if not...so sorry..
i would not change myself for anyone because tat is true me!

FINALLY I HAVE DECIDED......

i took a long time to think about a blog... however,now i am starting to write a blog...
i feel weird to blog something here and letting public to see...
cause i know my english not that good...
language sucks...
anyway, thanks for those who view my blog...

THANK U SO MUCH