prank?

i just reach college by my bro's car while my ass just reach the chair, suddenly navin come inside the class and tell us the class has been cancel. everyone did not believe him cause he always play a fool on people. everyone stay calm and then vj go find out. when he come back he tell everyone that the class has been cancel. wtf? i have no where to go. i just follow navin, vivien and remon and wait for the next class.

f & b service

this is the first time for me to serve in lakeside campus. however, i did not feel any nervous and scare this time. i was totally being free and just do my own thing slowly. it was really first time for me to feel tat. hope i will becoming more professional with my practical works.

zzz.......

i feel freaking tired now... i really need a deep breath.


1-i study on weekday
2-i work at weekend(my schedule completely full)
3-feel so stress and no where to release

where am i now?

study everyday from monday to friday, but i need to face those people that really fake to u. u have to act to them. i feel my mind is going to burst out. i just wanted to be real self. i cant imagine how cruel and bad they are? now i was in serious mentally abuse. i cant know wat the hell they think. if i do something bad to u, u can make it back to me but i din. y i have to face this kind of condition?
my class got 13 people excluded me but no one i can believe.this really make me sick..
arika,jasmine,mani, adrian-kepochi group(if i believe in them, for sure i ruin my life. especially jasmine- always look down on people. what u think u r? u r just same like us- human being. only know how to play boycott in the society. just stick to ur gang. or else u will be smack by people.)
then, my old buddies- x.wei and carol. i used to treat them good but they betrayed my trust. since arika and jasmine know that carol is rich and now they treat them in a different way. wat the hell is this? come on. eventhough she is rich but she would not give it to u,ok..
indon gang- i thought tat alicia got nothing with me but it seem like i'm wrong. i ask her whether can borrow her notes to photocopy however she is like keep on saying this and tat. then when the class over, x.wei ask her to borrow she said yes. ok, well. i guess i understand her action.
i just have to stand on my own feet. have to be very strong to defeat all this.

on the other hand, i need to work to support my school fees. i cant burden up my parent. i know they spend a lot for my fees. i will try to earn money by my own to pay the fees. therefore, i need to sacrifie my time to work on sat and sun. this few week, i work from 10 to 10. i feel y whole body was in freaking tired condition. from mentally to physically also bloody tired. can i have some break?
can u all stop torturing me.
can u all make my life easy- not as difficult like now?
i need break.
i need break.
i really need a break.
i cant support anymore.
let me have a good rest. can i?

first movie in 2010

i went to cinema at 1u after class with ivy to watch movie with loong. although loong said he will reach first but he is the last to reach. we watched case 39. although ivy told me that the movie is nice but i dun really think it is really scary. however, i cant deny that the effect in this movie is nice.

after we feed our temptation for our eyes is the time to feed our tempt to our stomach. we went around to search for some cheap and affordable food. finally, we found a italy pizza shop. we found that shop not so expensive. so, we went into that shop and eat our dinner there. we ordered for 1 large pizza,1 lasagna, 1 spagetti and 2 soft drinks. although the portion they provide is not in very big size, but we feel super full. everyone surrender and force to finish it. cant deny that the food there is rather cheap and nice. it only cost rm39 for the meal. everyone of us only cost rm13.

~results day~

our second day of school. our results out today. usually our results will only will get after 2 week of term start but this time is different. i'm so worry bout my result. i know my result would not fail but i just worry how the marks look like. i'm so nervous and prying to the god. finally i got my result. i got even better than my last term. this tahnks to my math. i did badly for my account and moral. of course, people that dun have moral, how to get high score in moral? haha

back to school day

18/01/10- first day of schooling after a long break (more than a month-longest break so far)
although today is my first day of term 3 however it is my first day to my new college(lakeside campus). seem everything had changed. the environment and also the classes. some new student and some retake course student here. as usual, i'm trying to forget wat had happen in term 2. i did talk to them but seem they are the one who away from me. i did not force. i will bring it on naturally. just try my best.
beside that, my new campus- the food damm expensive and provided us limited seat. i saw everyone quite enjoy the view of the lake and holding a lunch box sitting at the stair. it make me feel i'm in a university now. at last but not least, the buses they provide damm suck. the bus schedule provided,however, the bus does not arrive on time. just the first day, i saw everyone crowded and waited for the bus at the station. the bus was late. finally we saw a bus coming in but that bus will only go klang. so everyone wait for the second bus. the second bus came but this bus to bandar utama only. the bus stand getting more crowded. finally the bus back to lcs/suriamas/ mentari are here. however, only 1 bus, how this bus can fit for 100++ student. i try my best to go into the bus. luckily i got into the bus. some of them have to wait for the bus an hour later. wat a good memory i had for my first day of lakeside campus(lsc)

sawardika.....

i went to a trip during my holiday, feel excited cause this is my second visit to thailand after 5 year... i can feel the happines inside me.. however, this trip is only 3 days 2 night. of course it cant fullfish me. this is my first time followed my father to the massage centre. i understand why there is someone desperate for the service cause the massage really make u feel free just like floating in the air. beside that, if is rather cheap. it only cost RM26 for 2 hours. i did not spend mush at there cause the price are almost the same here. even malaysia can find the item almost that price. i just feel so sad cause i did not try the macdonald there. surprisingly, they selling mcpork. they said it taste quite nice. wat a regret for me.