~~~reading the blogzzz~~~

i'm having an assessment for front office this morning and having a math class later on, however, the math class had canceled. i look at the time and i feel lazy to walk back to lcs for ktm. so, i planned to stay at college until the bus service that available on 2.i still got 1 hour to go. then, i went to the computer lab. as usual, i open my facebook while waiting. i wonder why, i feel wanted to write a blog, therefore, i open blogger. since i'm so free, i open some interest blog title in my list. i read their blog and suddenly, i saw ivy's blog which is touching me. she post what happen on my birthday. i really feel every single words she said in her blog.

eventhought she is having migraine that day but she still celebrate for me.
some more, loong was coming from far place.

i feel so happy to be their fren. LOVELY, TRUSTED & BEST FREN EVER FOR ME!!!!

something about myself!!!

haha.. after a long war with those bitch, i realsie that i got better score for my study. i got 1 wrong over all the question... erm.. not bad... i think this is god give me as the reward of being suffer for so long. yes. i make it. hehe.

happy go lucky

1. the way i am now.
2. free from comparing.
3. freedom
4. do as want
5. real self
6. happy
7. thinking differently.

i take care of myself and always protect myself from getting hurt. therefore, i make my own shelves from being attack.

after the bloody situation tat create a tense environment for me and another group member. i dun care wat they always said. they gather and look me like alien. it's all up to them. i know that the keppochi group like to make so story out and gossip around. but the funny thing ever, is some one believe. i dunno whether i should say they are stupid or wat else.

anyway, i got a big shock when i heard some news from my fren yesterday. perhaps it will be a good news for me. we will be changing group after we back from industrial training. i dunno it's true or wat. but at least i dun need to stay with them which always cheating and gossiping around. if it is real. it will be the best news i god from lakeside campus.... haha

therefore i said, happy go lucky!!!!

i wish i could do it...

now come to the end... after a long term of being busy, here come the 10th week. our final term assessment are all around and waving their hand not far away from us. i wish i could score a better score this term. as a gift for myself and never let those idiotic human look me down. i do all by my own and stay my own.. i do whatever i want... all alone.. i dun care what others said anymore... THAT"S ME>>>TRUE ME!!!

~another day in paradise~with u guys

it is my third time went to clubbing. i went there with weng kit, ivy, merie and loong hui. unexpected, loong hui got his permission to clubbing. yeah, he is no longer a clubbing virgin...
we ordered a bottle of chivas, rm312.20 per bottle with 4 mixer.

1 chivas can only bring 4 person, however, it's a ladies night, so we went through for free.we went there round 11pm and we leave around 3 smtg, where the club closed. since ivy and merie were drunk, we decided to sit nearby until they awake a bit. finally we decided to stay at a mamak stall until the police not around cause we worried about road block... i reached home around 5 smtg in the morning and only sleep for an hour for tomorrow class. i did enjoyed the night where i shout and dance all the night. thank u so much. i know tat u all are my trusted fren ever...

ivy with her dress...

me and loong hui( not a clubbing virgin anymore!!!)

all hand with cocobabana's chop!!!

loong hui and weng kit

ivy and loong hui

merie and weng kit

merie , me and ivy

me and ivy

ivy and merie

it's time to awake

it's happen one day when i view my facebook. i am bored. i view every single video that my fren had posted. suddenly, there is a video that make me awake and really feel deep inside of me. why should i care about them so much as my best fren said.. their purpose is making me sad and unhappy. why i make myself suffer for so long. no point of waiting something are no longer urs come back to u.

this video bring me realise that life should be happy. the moral i got through this video that i should be happy cause HAPPINESS only consist my true life. what point that i stay at the same point and looking backward. i know it is suffer and arouse me too much, however, everything will be fine if i look to another dimension. just do my best and i will see all the result at the end.

when i'm in a super emo time, i'm so glad and i should be proud. i know who is the real friend that i really have. true fren is not about the number but those who are really take care of u and help u to go through it. i'm glad to have such fren... thank u so much...

hunger for food

after all the long way, i hope we really make it. i hope tat we could have our reunion buffet somewhere... yum yum