~~~reading the blogzzz~~~

i'm having an assessment for front office this morning and having a math class later on, however, the math class had canceled. i look at the time and i feel lazy to walk back to lcs for ktm. so, i planned to stay at college until the bus service that available on 2.i still got 1 hour to go. then, i went to the computer lab. as usual, i open my facebook while waiting. i wonder why, i feel wanted to write a blog, therefore, i open blogger. since i'm so free, i open some interest blog title in my list. i read their blog and suddenly, i saw ivy's blog which is touching me. she post what happen on my birthday. i really feel every single words she said in her blog.

eventhought she is having migraine that day but she still celebrate for me.
some more, loong was coming from far place.

i feel so happy to be their fren. LOVELY, TRUSTED & BEST FREN EVER FOR ME!!!!

something about myself!!!

haha.. after a long war with those bitch, i realsie that i got better score for my study. i got 1 wrong over all the question... erm.. not bad... i think this is god give me as the reward of being suffer for so long. yes. i make it. hehe.

happy go lucky

1. the way i am now.
2. free from comparing.
3. freedom
4. do as want
5. real self
6. happy
7. thinking differently.

i take care of myself and always protect myself from getting hurt. therefore, i make my own shelves from being attack.

after the bloody situation tat create a tense environment for me and another group member. i dun care wat they always said. they gather and look me like alien. it's all up to them. i know that the keppochi group like to make so story out and gossip around. but the funny thing ever, is some one believe. i dunno whether i should say they are stupid or wat else.

anyway, i got a big shock when i heard some news from my fren yesterday. perhaps it will be a good news for me. we will be changing group after we back from industrial training. i dunno it's true or wat. but at least i dun need to stay with them which always cheating and gossiping around. if it is real. it will be the best news i god from lakeside campus.... haha

therefore i said, happy go lucky!!!!

i wish i could do it...

now come to the end... after a long term of being busy, here come the 10th week. our final term assessment are all around and waving their hand not far away from us. i wish i could score a better score this term. as a gift for myself and never let those idiotic human look me down. i do all by my own and stay my own.. i do whatever i want... all alone.. i dun care what others said anymore... THAT"S ME>>>TRUE ME!!!

~another day in paradise~with u guys

it is my third time went to clubbing. i went there with weng kit, ivy, merie and loong hui. unexpected, loong hui got his permission to clubbing. yeah, he is no longer a clubbing virgin...
we ordered a bottle of chivas, rm312.20 per bottle with 4 mixer.

1 chivas can only bring 4 person, however, it's a ladies night, so we went through for free.we went there round 11pm and we leave around 3 smtg, where the club closed. since ivy and merie were drunk, we decided to sit nearby until they awake a bit. finally we decided to stay at a mamak stall until the police not around cause we worried about road block... i reached home around 5 smtg in the morning and only sleep for an hour for tomorrow class. i did enjoyed the night where i shout and dance all the night. thank u so much. i know tat u all are my trusted fren ever...

ivy with her dress...

me and loong hui( not a clubbing virgin anymore!!!)

all hand with cocobabana's chop!!!

loong hui and weng kit

ivy and loong hui

merie and weng kit

merie , me and ivy

me and ivy

ivy and merie

it's time to awake

it's happen one day when i view my facebook. i am bored. i view every single video that my fren had posted. suddenly, there is a video that make me awake and really feel deep inside of me. why should i care about them so much as my best fren said.. their purpose is making me sad and unhappy. why i make myself suffer for so long. no point of waiting something are no longer urs come back to u.

this video bring me realise that life should be happy. the moral i got through this video that i should be happy cause HAPPINESS only consist my true life. what point that i stay at the same point and looking backward. i know it is suffer and arouse me too much, however, everything will be fine if i look to another dimension. just do my best and i will see all the result at the end.

when i'm in a super emo time, i'm so glad and i should be proud. i know who is the real friend that i really have. true fren is not about the number but those who are really take care of u and help u to go through it. i'm glad to have such fren... thank u so much...

hunger for food

after all the long way, i hope we really make it. i hope tat we could have our reunion buffet somewhere... yum yum

yoohoo~

i know, all my best buddy and sincere one always behind me. back me up whenever i need them. i really feel so proud of knowing each of u. especially all my form 6 friends. u all the best!!!

taylorian???

as a student of taylor, should i be proud or not at all? after more than half year i have been studying here, i get to realise and know more. all the taylorian are fish monger. opps, i shouldn't said all, cause still some minority are kind. however, my summarise for taylor's, all the student SUCK.. always come to u with some intention behind of it.. wat the hell? where is the sincere one? i couldn't believe how different that the student in taylor compare to secondary student. their intention are totally can be define as the worst i ever see...

is it true?

i'm not sure whether wat happen this few week or should said this few months are created by the shit face.. everytime, the thing tat go to her, she will be twising the words and changing it to her version. maybe the end of my frenship happen because of her. wow, she is great.. she could do everything like tat.i think she want to be popular.. she is going to be popular soon.. no matter how popular are u right now. just take care of ur result shit face.. 2nd term is worse than the 1st one!!! i dun wan to bother bout u.. do as u like...

something irritate me!!!

just a compliment, but finally wat is the words come to me:

stupid idiot! now ur phone very great arr??? so old version somere.. u still dare to critisize my phone not good!!! if u say tat, please look at ur own phone 1st!!!

i know this words are throw to me.. i did mention tat the nokia n97 not really good. brian is the one who emntion it first, however, after a week, i saw this bloody hell words from the shit face facebook... wat the hell is this? this is the freedom of me!!! i mention it because my cousin use it b4. he said tat this phone really good in function but always hang. therefore, i said tat the phone is good in function but not really good in use. y dun u buy the iphone or blackberry? the prices is almost the same. after a week, this shit face post it on facebook... she wanted to tell everyone or wat else? excuse me, can i know how old r u??? u dun think urself is a kids and needed to be pampered by everyone??? no way... always act cute but so sorry to say, u r not... this is just a small advise... u just take it or leave it. y u need to tell everyone and twist the words tat i said. i don't know which words should i use for u, childish or so jealousy...if possible, u earn ur own money and then u buy the phone buy ur own... no use to use ur parent money and buy the phone and trying show it off....
i dun care wat u write or wat u say. do watever u wan. go ahead... i'll wait for the karma...

smtg tat pissed me off...

in the early of the day, i realize i woke up early. i went into facebook and looking for my fren replying me, however, there is smtg shit tat i pissing me off. there is a post by the fucking bitch tat wrote "no more friendship between us,,, is the end!!!" wat the hell? i really dunno why they like to blame others.. din think of themselves? everything have to be posted to facebook. just wan to be the innocence 1? haha. tat is so lame, the victim become the murderer and the murderer became victim? she wrote there is no more patient for me( although she din mention my name), however i know she mean it.. she wrote that i blame and scold her every time. hey, come on. everyone tat see our conversation also know tat i din do anything to u but u suddenly like become the baby, trying to get attraction and being pampered here. i do not know whether u did by ur own or u are being teach by someone else. every time, i saw u all gather around, for sure tat u r trying to do something bad and telling other (keppochi) tat i'm bullying u. wat the fuck? u do something rude to me and come the blame. i ady feel enough of it, and now, i learn how to be patient and not to tell every one like u did. u want to add pepper or salt or even vinegar, ur decision. i dun wan to mind or care anymore. i just want to have a good rest and free from all the rumors. luckily, brian is supporting me. thanks brian.. u r the special one. u would not talk bad about others in the class. although, u r a bit weird but u still a different 1.

you~damm bitch!!!

what the hell are u?u r trying to show me tat u r so mean or revealing the unrevealed? i really cant get it.. i'm the leader of the feedback group, however, u r trying to do something and like ignoring me. tat's fine. but, dun tell me something stupid after that. blah~ said that my phone got problem. to prove u, i ady try to call with my house phone and my parents hand phone. u bitch, some more tell me with very rude tone.. ok, u r the one who started to treat me like that,do not respect me and now i will re-pay it back to u. u r trying to be mean to me, why not me?