Resume on the blog

After a long time (uncountable day) which i have lost count how long, i did not post any update in this blog. Today it a special day for me. Even though i can see how cruel and bad of the social, i still feel the warmness of the human heart that sincerely lean a hand when in colds~

It is happened to me today, while i'm walking to my car at the college, it started to rain heavily. The car move fast and the water splash all over to the people walk pass. Holes are everywhere and it fills with rain water. I feel glad if the car would slow down and do not make a big wave to splash near to me.

Suddenly, the is a car stop next to me and the window were scroll down with a lovely lady inside the car. She started to ask me a question , "Hi, would you like me to fetch you to your car, it's raining heavily." I replied " Opss, is it convenient?' She replied: "Yes, let me fetch you. Pity that you walk under the rain and it's getting heavier." I replied "Thanks."

I went into the car and she started to U-turn back to the car park area and we started our conversation. After chit- chating, i knew that her name is "ARIEL"- such a nice name with a great personality. When she told me that she is from Masscomm, without surprise, i told her that i could guess she is from this school cause only these course provide outgoing personality!.

If this happen at outside of the university, obviously, i would not hop into the car, however, i have lose my senses when someone offer me a shield under a heavy rain. But i think it is ok, since they are the uni student. I feel lucky and happy even though we only have a very shot conversation but it shows that there are still a Rainbow after the rain!!!
Same goes to the humanity in the social!.

Warming heart!!!

~my super weird dream~

what a funny moment? it's been a long time that i did dream when i sleep. this dream give a shock to me. it's super super weird for me.

i still remember very clearly. it's an event at somewhere(looks like a school- some building similar to VI) . then, we finish the thing earlier. me and 3 of my friend went to the top of the building( friend: 2 girls and 1 boy- IVY, ATIKA and 1 more guy that i forget who). we started to look at the view at the field and the road around. the whole day was raining and it's make the road and the surrounding flooded. then, suddenly it's a shake and everyone of us squad down. then, we went near to the window and i saw the whole building has been collapsed. 4 of us survive and run out from the building. only i realise, an earthquake just happened there where we can't see anyone besides 4 of us. OMG.. it's a tragedy. i got shocked and woke up when my phones ring. what a nightmare?

result announce!!!

it's been a long journey that i had been suffered for 2 years. it's the time to collect my result. i'm super nervous and happy at the same time cause it's the end of my college life. i really hopes that my result as good as i expect. at first, i went to exam centre to check whether my result had pass or not. it's on the list which means pass.

then, we need to enter a lecture theatre to get our results. my name were at the top 10 of the list. i really hopes that i could get a "very honourable pass with congratulation from the jury". i was waiting in the theatre until my name was called, however, my name was called at the "very honourable pass", it's really make me down.

shit... what should i do? i really had no idea.. i really hopes to get a congrats from jury so i could continue study for degree... haiz.. lost hope!!!

my picture with madam claire from france

Je vais faire de mon mieux

Thanks for your hurting words. It's motivate me to study. My final exam is coming soon. I don't know what will i score but i will put on effort to do much more better than you, bitch. Thanks for looking me down and think that you are brilliant. Go ahead with your life. I will choose my way but not you to choose it for me! Please FUCK OFF bitch!!!!

Forgive & Forget

it's been a long time that i didn't make any post in my blog. i hope that my blog only fill with the happy memories however, i don't think it may works. it's a really hard time for me. i didn't what had i do wrong or what else did i do make you all hate me that much.i did not joined you all but who are you all? can you all stop doing something bad. is it fun to back stabbing or making bad rumors about others is fun to you? it's hurts!!!

i do not know since when it really bother me so much. no matter how i said i don't care it's a lie. it hurts. i do not hope you all treat me as your buddy but please a least do not come to me. do you think i'm a nerd? or it's fun to use others as your stairs to make you reach your way? i hate you all. you all are really bad. coming to me just for the notes and tips. what else? i try to ignore the bad feeling but it's really bother me so much. whenever, i think of it. i can feel my heart is tearing. you all like using a knife slicing it 1 by 1.

anyway, it's my end of the terms. i don't wish to see you all after that. i will treat this as a night mare. a really long night mare. wish to delete such a bad memories from my brain but without this, i wouldn't know what is my good or happy memory. perhaps this is the motive that god create this which to learn me to learn to forgive and forget. wish i could do it!!! please cross the finger for me.

what a boring birthday again?

just like the other year, not really a specific celebration for me. Birthday seem to be as normal as usual. the more i aspect the more it disappointed me. now, it seem like meaningless for me to have a birthday. what for???

Blow the lights!!!

I can't believe that i'm now 22..omg..It is 22...No more 21 for me..

Firstly,i would like to thanks to my mum. Without her, i wouldn't be here. According to BUDDHA,the birth of us which means the dangerous day or obstacle that my mum had cross...
thank you so much my dear mummy. thank you that u bring me to this world!!!

Secondly,i would like to thanks to my dad. without him i would not able to reach the world...


God,please bless my parents.