~sooyinn~

~my super weird dream~

2011-06-28T09:33:00.001-07:00

what a funny moment? it's been a long time that i did dream when i sleep. this dream give a shock to me. it's super super weird for me.

i still remember very clearly. it's an event at somewhere(looks like a school- some building similar to VI) . then, we finish the thing earlier. me and 3 of my friend went to the top of the building( friend: 2 girls and 1 boy- IVY, ATIKA and 1 more guy that i forget who). we started to look at the view at the field and the road around. the whole day was raining and it's make the road and the surrounding flooded. then, suddenly it's a shake and everyone of us squad down. then, we went near to the window and i saw the whole building has been collapsed. 4 of us survive and run out from the building. only i realise, an earthquake just happened there where we can't see anyone besides 4 of us. OMG.. it's a tragedy. i got shocked and woke up when my phones ring. what a nightmare?

result announce!!!

2011-06-28T09:21:00.000-07:00

it's been a long journey that i had been suffered for 2 years. it's the time to collect my result. i'm super nervous and happy at the same time cause it's the end of my college life. i really hopes that my result as good as i expect. at first, i went to exam centre to check whether my result had pass or not. it's on the list which means pass.

then, we need to enter a lecture theatre to get our results. my name were at the top 10 of the list. i really hopes that i could get a "very honourable pass with congratulation from the jury". i was waiting in the theatre until my name was called, however, my name was called at the "very honourable pass", it's really make me down.

shit... what should i do? i really had no idea.. i really hopes to get a congrats from jury so i could continue study for degree... haiz.. lost hope!!!

my picture with madam claire from france

Je vais faire de mon mieux

2011-05-31T12:39:00.000-07:00

Thanks for your hurting words. It's motivate me to study. My final exam is coming soon. I don't know what will i score but i will put on effort to do much more better than you, bitch. Thanks for looking me down and think that you are brilliant. Go ahead with your life. I will choose my way but not you to choose it for me! Please FUCK OFF bitch!!!!

Forgive & Forget

2011-05-31T12:17:00.000-07:00

it's been a long time that i didn't make any post in my blog. i hope that my blog only fill with the happy memories however, i don't think it may works. it's a really hard time for me. i didn't what had i do wrong or what else did i do make you all hate me that much.i did not joined you all but who are you all? can you all stop doing something bad. is it fun to back stabbing or making bad rumors about others is fun to you? it's hurts!!!

i do not know since when it really bother me so much. no matter how i said i don't care it's a lie. it hurts. i do not hope you all treat me as your buddy but please a least do not come to me. do you think i'm a nerd? or it's fun to use others as your stairs to make you reach your way? i hate you all. you all are really bad. coming to me just for the notes and tips. what else? i try to ignore the bad feeling but it's really bother me so much. whenever, i think of it. i can feel my heart is tearing. you all like using a knife slicing it 1 by 1.

anyway, it's my end of the terms. i don't wish to see you all after that. i will treat this as a night mare. a really long night mare. wish to delete such a bad memories from my brain but without this, i wouldn't know what is my good or happy memory. perhaps this is the motive that god create this which to learn me to learn to forgive and forget. wish i could do it!!! please cross the finger for me.

what a boring birthday again?

2011-03-16T19:24:00.000-07:00

just like the other year, not really a specific celebration for me. Birthday seem to be as normal as usual. the more i aspect the more it disappointed me. now, it seem like meaningless for me to have a birthday. what for???

Blow the lights!!!

2011-02-09T19:56:00.000-08:00

I can't believe that i'm now 22..omg..It is 22...No more 21 for me..

Firstly,i would like to thanks to my mum. Without her, i wouldn't be here. According to BUDDHA,the birth of us which means the dangerous day or obstacle that my mum had cross...
thank you so much my dear mummy. thank you that u bring me to this world!!!

Secondly,i would like to thanks to my dad. without him i would not able to reach the world...

God,please bless my parents.

Thank you so much my dear fren!!!

2011-01-10T21:00:00.000-08:00

7th of January 2011

It was my first week of college but we having a service class. Only on wednesday we know that we have service class but we does not know how many pax will be, therefore, i waited until Thursday to get the confirmation of number of people. Just like usual, i asked Ivy to be my guest. Followed up by Loong Hui. Then, i asked Atika whether she can be my guest however, she had exam till very late that day and she's not deciding to come.

Here come Amanda and Shawn in my mind. I tried to call them along but only Amanda could make it but not Shawn. Finally, i invited Kar Yue to be my guest and thanks god, she can make it. I asked her to get her boyfriend along and finally i can make it to 4 pax on my service day.
Thanks a lot. I really appreciate you all for coming to my service although the food is not really nice and some of it is burn but i did enjoy the time with you all. Wish i can see you all soon in the future time!!!

Self-posting but low Quality!!! haha

~simple menu~

the burn 1

main course

Demo for FLAMBE

Nicely put on deco for the peach

Finally,the sun is arrise!!!

MERCI BEAUCOUP~ A BIEN TO MA AMIES

03/01/2011

2011-01-09T20:42:00.000-08:00

it's my first of college in year 2011. i don't know it will be good or bad, i need to face it. i just need another half year, i'll be graduate. whatever the bitches trying to do, i'll be ignore. just like what ivy told me, ignorance it's my new best friend. i rather have a best friend than a fate friend.

CHEER UP!!!!

A lonely New Year celebration

2011-01-09T18:50:00.000-08:00

it's the end of year 2010, my parent had a planned to see fireworks. as we knows, there is a fireworks celebration at Genting Highland and we planned to see there. however, the weather does not allow us to do so. the heavy mist and the rain drop started when we reached. i try to walk around and wait for the fireworks. at the end, they did not put on fireworks due to bad weather. i feel stupid and wasting our time only... rather stay at kl to see the stupid fireworks!!!

crowded!!!

omg... heavy mist

~G0h TuNg~

2010-12-21T21:05:00.000-08:00

oh. it's a chinese special day. my mum told me that this celebration is more precious than chinese new year. however, it fall on the weekday. so my aunt ady make it earlier on sunday.

another special day for today.it's IVY LEONG's birthday. wish her have a happy birthday.may all her dreams come true. we can't celebrate for her cause everyone was busy and it's a special day today, everyone will celebrate with their family.

anyway, i will wish everyone happy and may all the luck come to us!!!

Finished my 2nd intern

2010-12-21T20:56:00.000-08:00

i never expect that i'm training alone make the internship more valuable and precious for me. i don't need to care of others or take care of anyone.i feel that it was more hard and turf than training with friends but on the other way, i could learn more. anything don't understand, i'll ask and they willing to tell.

in this internship, i took shook restaurant as my intern place but actually i'm applying for another places but too bad. because of the terms and conditions that the college offer, they limited our spaces and told us last minutes that other places is full and only open this application for me. with no option, i had to take it.

i had my intern in the kitchen first, followed by f&b service at shook. my training end by intern at the bar. amongst it, i really like bar. feel free and easy. i think that i will apply for front office or lounge as my occupation some day.

New journey begin..

2010-10-10T02:36:00.000-07:00

my internship will start 2moro..hope it will be a fun time for me..

come to the end...of Term 4

2010-09-30T19:44:00.000-07:00

owh. i really hope that my diploma will end early, so i can leave those 'chienne' and started to earn my money. however, i still have 9 months to go. i need to go to internship from this october to december. how will it be? i really wonder... cant await...

whatever you think!!!

2010-09-30T19:41:00.000-07:00

i think i had do my best. what you all think, i leave it to you. i don't ever want to bother. you may think i am a transparent human in front of you and there you will be served next time. i can only use a word "chinne" to describe you...

heart 2 heart

2010-09-17T10:31:00.001-07:00

is it true that what you do will back to you? i did not do bad to others but it's really annoyed that come the blame to me.however,it does not block me from finding true friend. i had my best buddy from form 6. they showed their sincere heart without realise. although we were separated to all around malaysia but we definately find each other when they are back.16 of september is carmen's birthday.we had reunion the night before at a mamak stall. here come ivy brought her homemake cake to celebrate carmen's birthday.

from here,i learned that friendship is not the value of how much you spend and also how much you get but is how sincere you show.

unforgetable

2010-09-10T18:13:00.001-07:00

on raya holiday,my parents planned to see my sister at tanjung karang. we make a trip with my with my cousin.however, my sister not free. we just pass the thing to her then we went to eat seafood. we went to sekinchan for seafood. then,our nightmare started. here comes thr air-cond started to sound.it is sound so loud. finally, we decide not to on the air-cond. we went to sg.buloh and stop at my cousin house. then,we went to eat dinner. when we went back that's time,we smell something very smelly.it's smell from the engine. we decide that go back as soon as possibe cause we know that no foreman will work on public holiday. we realise the dynamo for the car is not working,therefore we can't stop or else we can't start back the car. with the hardwork,we find the road without traffic light and jam. when we almost reach our house,the car broke down. the engine couldn't start anymore and all the gas around.dad finally realise that the water for the car is empty without alerting us at the meter area. it spoil near to our house area. me and mie jie walk back to my house to get a car to bring others home. dad succesfully called a foreman to come and help.we decided to move the car to our house and monday only we will send to the repairing shop.

lost=bad luck?

2010-09-10T11:51:00.000-07:00

8/9/10_
is my last to college before raya holday however,i lost my phone pen. i had 2 phone pens before this but 1 broken. now, the one left is my last pen but i had lost it. my one and only pen. i went to find the phone pen.it cost me 10bucks per pen.omg..damm expensive. i have no choices. rather expensive than had an ugly hole at the phone.

sympathy

2010-09-03T06:01:00.001-07:00

i waited at ktm like usual. i have no idea with the fxxking train.keep on delay. while waiting,i saw an accident happened. i saw this chinese man fell from his motor.then,the malay went to scold him. the chinese man speechless there.may be his fault but his motor damaged.his hand bleeding but he still trying to fix his motor. he picked all his motor broken pieces. after a few time he try to light on his motor,he back to his way. i feel sympathy on him. but my luck not good as well..i waited an hour for the stupid train.

aSseSsMenT...

2010-09-02T18:52:00.000-07:00

i hate assessment so much. who invented this exam or assessment? i will definately crusify him or her. however, this is how our life's go. i just had my french paper. unbelievable, i had 50/54. unexpected marks. actually i can have 52. it's my fault. careless mistake.on other hand, my econ test make me fail badly. i only get 25/40. i know this mark really bad but i really have no idea with what she is trying to teach us espeacially her slang. too much indian ascent in her english. u can imagine what is "prodek". she is actually mention about PRODUCT. sigh..

~LoOng LoOng b!r+hDay~

2010-09-02T18:33:00.000-07:00

unexpected message arrive. my phone ring and i look at the sms content, it's loong hui. wow, he like disappear for quite a while where we couldn't contact him. even when we contact him, he will not reply or even pick up his phone. he ask whether i'm free or notcause he said he want to go sing karaoke. he said he will be free until tuesday{his birthday} after a while, i discuss with ivy and see whether where to celebrate his birthday surprisely. here come my idea to go steamboat buffet at sunway area. everyone agree. we told Loong hui bout the price. he did not even know that me and ivy will treat him that day. on the day itself, me and ivy went to the steamboat area earlier in case no place for us. we get the table and eat while waiting. half an hour later, finally our speacial one come. i almost can't recognise him. he got thinner and his hair is long now. we eat until our stomache almost going to explode. super full. suddenly, me and loong have the idea to have soft drinks. we want to change places to have coke. i went to pay for the bill while he take ice- cream. he did not realise at all. then,we continue to eat like usual. when we going to move, he said let's pay the bill. only that time, i mention to him that we already pay for his bill. surprise for him. then, he said he will treat us for the drinks. wow. another unexpected thing happen again. Loong treat us.. yes!!! what a memorable reunion and birthday celebration...

after that, we went to a mamak stall and stay there for the drinks. this time, ivy invern another weird word... LO HON BEN.. haha.. don't know where she get this lyric from. i really have no idea with her cantonese sometimes. but this is where we get our fun time...

annoying servive

2010-08-27T20:45:00.001-07:00

what the fxxk with streamyx at my area?when i called only the line be better? mayb i will be kind of bitchy to them cause i had make my call many times to get them.. but this is very terrible where i had disconnected for a week. i pay for it. why no service? finally come to a man to fix the line where he does not do anything but the line getting better. he said probably there is an error encounter due to the line repairing near my house..he called me to observe first.if anything,call him back.

damm bitch

2010-08-27T20:31:00.001-07:00

wat problem have i coupe with u? this is long long time ago.. u does not want to friend with me then fine...whenever u need help ,u will come.. i just want to inform u and u give me a shit face..damm u... i had make my best to be kind with u and u behave like this..yea..i know wat to do..whatever i know i just keep my mouth shut that's all.. no way i will be kind to u anymore... that's the way u prefer..

new frens

2010-08-27T20:22:00.001-07:00

as the tine being,i didn't join the bitch group..i felt alone but i think this way will better than suffer if looking at the stupid face,right...i did join a malay group from other group...i felt my life easier to talk with them...at least they didn't show off and asked me along whenever they go...

vacation on 3 land

2010-08-27T20:09:00.002-07:00

this is my very first time on a cruise...i felt so excited.. i cant imagine how the big cruise like this can flow on the sea.. brilliant idea and creater...

i went to 4 days 3 nights trip from singapore to phuket then langkawi and finally back to singapore... really a nice experience for me... i ate non stop where the food there are all buffet style..i never skip a meal there..therefore,i gain weight..about 3kg...omg..but i think worth it..

holiday after holiday...

2010-08-27T20:09:00.001-07:00

i'm so happy that i could went to a vacation after i'm back from internship... this is my second time to singapore after 12 years...i think that singapore is much more better than malaysia...no bribing and their public item are provided everywhere...wish malaysia could be that good...

25/06/2010

2010-08-03T22:43:00.000-07:00

reach the time that i need to leave this place.. feel uneasy and unwilling.. all my memories here... i dump all the sadness and bring all my happiness home.. however, when i saw anna crying, i feel so sad.. i'm not sure whether when i will meet her or even see her again... unless i went to visit her at sarawak...

new friend..

2010-07-17T20:54:00.000-07:00

just because of some stupid person who play a fool behind,i feel i'm get eliminated... they are super childish... but all this lead me a new learning...there is a rainbow after the rain is true..no pain no gain... just because i'm alone,i had my true friend which worth to gather and gang around... i can feel thier sincerity and thier kindness.. they really take care of me and i did care their feeling as well..however,some one got jealous because of this... i just ignore whatever she do cause it is pointless...do what you want...i will remain happy and let u envy...

old friend visit

2010-07-17T20:46:00.001-07:00

it is my precious time that my old friend,secondary schook friend come to langkawi to visit me...although they only come for 3 days but i still have lot's of fun with them... we went cable car and water sport together..finally i got my chance to play parasailing and banana boat at the same time... it's only cost me 35+7=rm42... super cheap price... we can only get this price cause we have 14 person who play...what a nice day that i could not forget...

old friend visit

2010-07-17T20:46:00.000-07:00

what's going on?

2010-07-17T20:45:00.001-07:00

from best friend become unknown person.. i just feel scary.. i did not do anything but there is some misunderstanding..i'm not sure what u think... however all this come in sudden..pls let me have some preparation,pls.. take it or leave it... finally i choose leave it...what you do are none of my business...

entering the industrial world...

2010-04-23T05:13:00.000-07:00

19/4/2010
my first of training...
we went to the pelangi (HR department)~ waiting for our training to be start. i got the fo(front office) work first.then only change to hk(housekeeping)... then, our hr department worker who in charge of u bring us walk around the resort. then, mr. azhar bring us to the quarters. we got into the room F7. the room was freaking dirty and full of dust. we need to clean it. as the results, the water turn to black in colour while cleaning. we need to change everytime we wipe. after that we went out for dinner and returning the rental car. we start working on the second day. i got into business centre first then following by operator... after that, reception.. cant wait to learn!!! enjoy.. dun think too much!!

first online in langkawi...

2010-04-23T05:06:00.000-07:00

i reach langkawi at 18/4/2010...
i feel myself very lucky cause i get my new fren tracy( also new trainee from taylor's = as me).
he know another guy from dh32.. fortunately, tat guy taking the same plane with us. we reached langkawi on time same time(around 5 smtg). that guy name= joo chuan(jc).
he call his fren to fetch us from the airport. we know the other 2 guy from dc32, hon zhong & soimon....
me and tracy decided to take the same hotel as them since we dun have the accommodation at the first day,so we took tanjung malie. it costs us around RM70 per room with attached bathroom.
we went out for dinner. the first dinner for us in langkawi, MCDONALD. they said this is the one and the only mcdonald in the island.

counting down the day i leave...

2010-04-14T20:23:00.000-07:00

just a few day to go.. i will be going to langkawi soon.. i miss my family, all my friends and everything.. i know that i feel unwilling to go far from my house but in another way, i will be learning a lot of stuff from there. i hope it's worth. till now i still haven't prepare anything or pack my luggage. hope my luggage wont be overload.

family day

2010-04-14T12:38:00.002-07:00

12/4/2010~ i went to genting with my family... at first, i was thinking of 3 months away from home, so, i should spend more time with my family... therefore, i asked my mum, " are u going to genting 2moro". she said yes. so, i was thinking of follow. suddenly she said that dad had some complimentary ticket for 2 person to dine in at be a star restaurant, a room to stay, a RM20 voucher to buy souvenir and 2 ticket for the show(dazzle). the complimentary ticket only valid till 15 of the month. then, i asked bro want to follow or not. if he is going, i will follow cause now i'm in a legal age to enter casino( just for food). finally bro said yes. early morning, we waked up and prepared to go genting. actually i went there get the free food. then suddenly, i had a crazy idea. i call my dad to check in the room for day use. we check in the room for rest there not for overnight. although it feel like wasted but better than throwing the offer. therefore, dad get the free meal at be a star for me and bro and check in the room for us. me and bro walked around and finally stay inside the room. the room is so nice,however, our main idea to have the room for leg hot spring but too bad, not bath tub available at RESORT HOTEL. suddenly, we had a crazy idea to do it at some other way.

~resort hotel view~

~hotel room toilet~

~crazy idea by my bro...~

we had our dinner inside of casino, finally return to home. we are so unlucky cause the dazzle ticket no show available on that day, or else, dad wanted us to go. it will be a nice show.
the gift from the RM20 voucher.. this thing worth RMM29.90.. had to paid extra RM9.90

1st final year paper....

2010-04-07T05:33:00.000-07:00

i just finish my 1st paper. i hope i could pass with flying colour. i think it might be dream for me. i study at the eleven hour, how could i get a good result? anyway, i just do my best.

~good luck~

haiz. 2moro have accounting paper!!!! i think i'm going to burn the account book into ashes and drink it.

what's wrong?

2010-04-07T05:23:00.000-07:00

i dun understand what is inside of me. i really curious now. i saw my ex-colleague blog. she seem so horny but still a guy like her. i feel that she is seriously a bitch but still someone love her. she is now with my assistant manager. i really wonder what so attractive about her? she only know how to be emo and bitching all the way. i dun understand what are guy thinking. such bitch also wanted to grab. wish u luck,hope ur gf dun go out and date for another guy!!!

5/4/2010

2010-04-07T05:14:00.000-07:00

haiz.. a lot of thing to do for the industrial training.. the hotel training there require a copy of my medical check up report. i start fasting at 11pm yesterday night. i went to bp lab at kuchai lama. at first i told the girl that i need a standard medical check up. she keep telling me that the standard 1 cost rm300++... i got a big shock. then i keep asking her for the cheaper check up. finally she offer me a normal medical check up with extra tumor check up at rm140.
i remember my mum told me that she check up for rm120, so i told the nurse over there to let me think of it first. after i search and think, i had make a decision to to do my check u there. i chat with the nurse at bp lab. she measure my blood pressure, she said it is normal but once she took my blood, i saw my blood like bloody black.. what problem with me, huh? i dun care. just wait for the report now...

~reading the blogzzz~

2010-03-29T22:37:00.000-07:00

i'm having an assessment for front office this morning and having a math class later on, however, the math class had canceled. i look at the time and i feel lazy to walk back to lcs for ktm. so, i planned to stay at college until the bus service that available on 2.i still got 1 hour to go. then, i went to the computer lab. as usual, i open my facebook while waiting. i wonder why, i feel wanted to write a blog, therefore, i open blogger. since i'm so free, i open some interest blog title in my list. i read their blog and suddenly, i saw ivy's blog which is touching me. she post what happen on my birthday. i really feel every single words she said in her blog.

eventhought she is having migraine that day but she still celebrate for me.
some more, loong was coming from far place.

i feel so happy to be their fren. LOVELY, TRUSTED & BEST FREN EVER FOR ME!!!!

something about myself!!!

2010-03-29T22:23:00.001-07:00

haha.. after a long war with those bitch, i realsie that i got better score for my study. i got 1 wrong over all the question... erm.. not bad... i think this is god give me as the reward of being suffer for so long. yes. i make it. hehe.

happy go lucky

2010-03-29T22:08:00.000-07:00

the way i am now.
free from comparing.
freedom
do as want
real self
happy
thinking differently.

i take care of myself and always protect myself from getting hurt. therefore, i make my own shelves from being attack.

after the bloody situation tat create a tense environment for me and another group member. i dun care wat they always said. they gather and look me like alien. it's all up to them. i know that the keppochi group like to make so story out and gossip around. but the funny thing ever, is some one believe. i dunno whether i should say they are stupid or wat else.

anyway, i got a big shock when i heard some news from my fren yesterday. perhaps it will be a good news for me. we will be changing group after we back from industrial training. i dunno it's true or wat. but at least i dun need to stay with them which always cheating and gossiping around. if it is real. it will be the best news i god from lakeside campus.... haha

therefore i said, happy go lucky!!!!

i wish i could do it...

2010-03-24T05:46:00.000-07:00

now come to the end... after a long term of being busy, here come the 10th week. our final term assessment are all around and waving their hand not far away from us. i wish i could score a better score this term. as a gift for myself and never let those idiotic human look me down. i do all by my own and stay my own.. i do whatever i want... all alone.. i dun care what others said anymore... THAT"S ME>>>TRUE ME!!!

~another day in paradise~with u guys

2010-03-19T20:04:00.000-07:00

it is my third time went to clubbing. i went there with weng kit, ivy, merie and loong hui. unexpected, loong hui got his permission to clubbing. yeah, he is no longer a clubbing virgin...
we ordered a bottle of chivas, rm312.20 per bottle with 4 mixer.

1 chivas can only bring 4 person, however, it's a ladies night, so we went through for free.we went there round 11pm and we leave around 3 smtg, where the club closed. since ivy and merie were drunk, we decided to sit nearby until they awake a bit. finally we decided to stay at a mamak stall until the police not around cause we worried about road block... i reached home around 5 smtg in the morning and only sleep for an hour for tomorrow class. i did enjoyed the night where i shout and dance all the night. thank u so much. i know tat u all are my trusted fren ever...

ivy with her dress...

me and loong hui( not a clubbing virgin anymore!!!)

all hand with cocobabana's chop!!!

loong hui and weng kit

ivy and loong hui

merie and weng kit

merie , me and ivy

me and ivy

ivy and merie

it's time to awake

2010-03-19T19:51:00.000-07:00

it's happen one day when i view my facebook. i am bored. i view every single video that my fren had posted. suddenly, there is a video that make me awake and really feel deep inside of me. why should i care about them so much as my best fren said.. their purpose is making me sad and unhappy. why i make myself suffer for so long. no point of waiting something are no longer urs come back to u.

this video bring me realise that life should be happy. the moral i got through this video that i should be happy cause HAPPINESS only consist my true life. what point that i stay at the same point and looking backward. i know it is suffer and arouse me too much, however, everything will be fine if i look to another dimension. just do my best and i will see all the result at the end.

when i'm in a super emo time, i'm so glad and i should be proud. i know who is the real friend that i really have. true fren is not about the number but those who are really take care of u and help u to go through it. i'm glad to have such fren... thank u so much...

hunger for food

2010-03-10T00:11:00.000-08:00

after all the long way, i hope we really make it. i hope tat we could have our reunion buffet somewhere... yum yum

yoohoo~

2010-03-10T00:08:00.000-08:00

i know, all my best buddy and sincere one always behind me. back me up whenever i need them. i really feel so proud of knowing each of u. especially all my form 6 friends. u all the best!!!

taylorian???

2010-03-10T00:01:00.000-08:00

as a student of taylor, should i be proud or not at all? after more than half year i have been studying here, i get to realise and know more. all the taylorian are fish monger. opps, i shouldn't said all, cause still some minority are kind. however, my summarise for taylor's, all the student SUCK.. always come to u with some intention behind of it.. wat the hell? where is the sincere one? i couldn't believe how different that the student in taylor compare to secondary student. their intention are totally can be define as the worst i ever see...

is it true?

2010-03-08T23:39:00.000-08:00

i'm not sure whether wat happen this few week or should said this few months are created by the shit face.. everytime, the thing tat go to her, she will be twising the words and changing it to her version. maybe the end of my frenship happen because of her. wow, she is great.. she could do everything like tat.i think she want to be popular.. she is going to be popular soon.. no matter how popular are u right now. just take care of ur result shit face.. 2nd term is worse than the 1st one!!! i dun wan to bother bout u.. do as u like...

something irritate me!!!

2010-03-08T23:23:00.000-08:00

just a compliment, but finally wat is the words come to me:

stupid idiot! now ur phone very great arr??? so old version somere.. u still dare to critisize my phone not good!!! if u say tat, please look at ur own phone 1st!!!

i know this words are throw to me.. i did mention tat the nokia n97 not really good. brian is the one who emntion it first, however, after a week, i saw this bloody hell words from the shit face facebook... wat the hell is this? this is the freedom of me!!! i mention it because my cousin use it b4. he said tat this phone really good in function but always hang. therefore, i said tat the phone is good in function but not really good in use. y dun u buy the iphone or blackberry? the prices is almost the same. after a week, this shit face post it on facebook... she wanted to tell everyone or wat else? excuse me, can i know how old r u??? u dun think urself is a kids and needed to be pampered by everyone??? no way... always act cute but so sorry to say, u r not... this is just a small advise... u just take it or leave it. y u need to tell everyone and twist the words tat i said. i don't know which words should i use for u, childish or so jealousy...if possible, u earn ur own money and then u buy the phone buy ur own... no use to use ur parent money and buy the phone and trying show it off....
i dun care wat u write or wat u say. do watever u wan. go ahead... i'll wait for the karma...

smtg tat pissed me off...

2010-03-05T07:53:00.000-08:00

in the early of the day, i realize i woke up early. i went into facebook and looking for my fren replying me, however, there is smtg shit tat i pissing me off. there is a post by the fucking bitch tat wrote "no more friendship between us,,, is the end!!!" wat the hell? i really dunno why they like to blame others.. din think of themselves? everything have to be posted to facebook. just wan to be the innocence 1? haha. tat is so lame, the victim become the murderer and the murderer became victim? she wrote there is no more patient for me( although she din mention my name), however i know she mean it.. she wrote that i blame and scold her every time. hey, come on. everyone tat see our conversation also know tat i din do anything to u but u suddenly like become the baby, trying to get attraction and being pampered here. i do not know whether u did by ur own or u are being teach by someone else. every time, i saw u all gather around, for sure tat u r trying to do something bad and telling other (keppochi) tat i'm bullying u. wat the fuck? u do something rude to me and come the blame. i ady feel enough of it, and now, i learn how to be patient and not to tell every one like u did. u want to add pepper or salt or even vinegar, ur decision. i dun wan to mind or care anymore. i just want to have a good rest and free from all the rumors. luckily, brian is supporting me. thanks brian.. u r the special one. u would not talk bad about others in the class. although, u r a bit weird but u still a different 1.

you~damm bitch!!!

2010-03-04T06:19:00.000-08:00

what the hell are u?u r trying to show me tat u r so mean or revealing the unrevealed? i really cant get it.. i'm the leader of the feedback group, however, u r trying to do something and like ignoring me. tat's fine. but, dun tell me something stupid after that. blah~ said that my phone got problem. to prove u, i ady try to call with my house phone and my parents hand phone. u bitch, some more tell me with very rude tone.. ok, u r the one who started to treat me like that,do not respect me and now i will re-pay it back to u. u r trying to be mean to me, why not me?

~golden key birthday~

2010-02-11T01:06:00.000-08:00

yesterday was my birthday. it's my 21 years old birthday, however, once the clock reach 12, there were only few of them wishes me. i was waiting for someone else to wish me. even weng kit have a sms from singapore. where is my malaysian buddies?i'm quite disappointed.

on that day, i was going to college as usual. once i reached, arika came along and wished me. of course i wished her back cause we are having the same birth date. after that only some of the classmate wishes me. i thought our class ended by 4 something since we have replacement class, however, our replacement class cancel. our math class only took 1-2 pm. i finished the math paper earlier, therefore, i'm so free. i send a sms to loong hui and asked him whether wan to go out 'lepak' with me since he is so free. he took very long time to reply me:

loong hui sms:o yea ho. someone birthday today. haha. but ivy not free wo. not fri meh? today ur family celebrate with u ka?

i reply:haiz... mo leong sam.. never mind lo. i lepak myself.

loong hui sms:aiyo so kesian meh? lepak where o. sunway a? ur family not celebrating with u meh?

i reply:haiz..my parent dun k bout our birthday.. where got celebrate wan?pity me... all form 6 fren mo leong sam... dun wan to celebrate for me.. so, i need to lepak my own lo... haiz... so sad.. if i din sms someone now, for sure this people also forget me ady... haiz...

loong hui sms:where got like that. i free sure come out with u de ma..

i reply: i think i will going to midvally. wan to follow?

loong hui sms:what time?

i reply:i dunno... now i'm going to take ktm. dunno wat time only can reach..

loong hui sms:errm, i need to ask my mum first..

[i reach midvalley and have a piece of cake and ice blended green tea at secret recipe]

i finished all my stuff. finally loong hui reply:

loong hui sms:ei, u still at midvalley?

i reply: yup.. you r not coming right? if u not coming, i will sit for a little while then i will go...

loong hui reply: o... ya lo.. my mum la. ask me to change curtains last minute. sorry a bday girl. then later u got programme? go home and sleep a? haha.

loong hui sms: y don't wanna reply me? angry meh?T.T i also very kesian one.cny my mom say have to change to curtains wo. fri i free. tat day come out how?

i reply:c how.. no mood now...wat should i reply?

loong hui sms: don't like that la~~ i'll make it up to u. i promise. be safe on ur way home a.:)

i reply: i'm really disappointed. not because of u.. dun worry.. some of my fren not sending a wish to me. even weng kit at singapore also wish me yesterday night.

i took ktm back to my area.as usual, i walk home. my phone silent for a few hour. i went out to buy prepaid card reload for my phone. on the way home, i saw ivy's car there. i thought she was going to do treatment for her hair. this really make me even hurt cause she told me that she is not free. i walked back to my house. i watch the tv just like wat i do usually. suddenly, my dog keep barking. my dad said someone come to find me. when i go out from my house and i saw loong hui and ivy were here. they told me "surprise". only i realise that they have planned to cheat me.

loong hui keep on saying someone sms me and said i'm disappointing... he keep record every movement i did for the surprise purpose. i feel really touching. after tat, we went to have dinner together at cowboy steakhouse. we keep on candid on the camera until the table next to us keep looking at us. after dinner, we went back to my house to open the present. i feel really touching cause they gave me a bottle of perfume.

thank u so much my dear fren.thank u so much for the surprise*loong hui & ivy*
thank u so much for the present*loong hui*ivy*weng kit*
i really appreciate wat u all did to me..

prank?

2010-02-03T00:41:00.000-08:00

i just reach college by my bro's car while my ass just reach the chair, suddenly navin come inside the class and tell us the class has been cancel. everyone did not believe him cause he always play a fool on people. everyone stay calm and then vj go find out. when he come back he tell everyone that the class has been cancel. wtf? i have no where to go. i just follow navin, vivien and remon and wait for the next class.

f & b service

2010-02-02T01:08:00.000-08:00

this is the first time for me to serve in lakeside campus. however, i did not feel any nervous and scare this time. i was totally being free and just do my own thing slowly. it was really first time for me to feel tat. hope i will becoming more professional with my practical works.

zzz.......

2010-02-02T00:32:00.000-08:00

i feel freaking tired now... i really need a deep breath.

1-i study on weekday
2-i work at weekend(my schedule completely full)
3-feel so stress and no where to release

where am i now?

study everyday from monday to friday, but i need to face those people that really fake to u. u have to act to them. i feel my mind is going to burst out. i just wanted to be real self. i cant imagine how cruel and bad they are? now i was in serious mentally abuse. i cant know wat the hell they think. if i do something bad to u, u can make it back to me but i din. y i have to face this kind of condition?
my class got 13 people excluded me but no one i can believe.this really make me sick..
arika,jasmine,mani, adrian-kepochi group(if i believe in them, for sure i ruin my life. especially jasmine- always look down on people. what u think u r? u r just same like us- human being. only know how to play boycott in the society. just stick to ur gang. or else u will be smack by people.)
then, my old buddies- x.wei and carol. i used to treat them good but they betrayed my trust. since arika and jasmine know that carol is rich and now they treat them in a different way. wat the hell is this? come on. eventhough she is rich but she would not give it to u,ok..
indon gang- i thought tat alicia got nothing with me but it seem like i'm wrong. i ask her whether can borrow her notes to photocopy however she is like keep on saying this and tat. then when the class over, x.wei ask her to borrow she said yes. ok, well. i guess i understand her action.
i just have to stand on my own feet. have to be very strong to defeat all this.

on the other hand, i need to work to support my school fees. i cant burden up my parent. i know they spend a lot for my fees. i will try to earn money by my own to pay the fees. therefore, i need to sacrifie my time to work on sat and sun. this few week, i work from 10 to 10. i feel y whole body was in freaking tired condition. from mentally to physically also bloody tired. can i have some break?
can u all stop torturing me.
can u all make my life easy- not as difficult like now?
i need break.
i need break.
i really need a break.
i cant support anymore.
let me have a good rest. can i?

first movie in 2010

2010-01-20T20:45:00.000-08:00

i went to cinema at 1u after class with ivy to watch movie with loong. although loong said he will reach first but he is the last to reach. we watched case 39. although ivy told me that the movie is nice but i dun really think it is really scary. however, i cant deny that the effect in this movie is nice.

after we feed our temptation for our eyes is the time to feed our tempt to our stomach. we went around to search for some cheap and affordable food. finally, we found a italy pizza shop. we found that shop not so expensive. so, we went into that shop and eat our dinner there. we ordered for 1 large pizza,1 lasagna, 1 spagetti and 2 soft drinks. although the portion they provide is not in very big size, but we feel super full. everyone surrender and force to finish it. cant deny that the food there is rather cheap and nice. it only cost rm39 for the meal. everyone of us only cost rm13.

~results day~

2010-01-20T00:03:00.001-08:00

our second day of school. our results out today. usually our results will only will get after 2 week of term start but this time is different. i'm so worry bout my result. i know my result would not fail but i just worry how the marks look like. i'm so nervous and prying to the god. finally i got my result. i got even better than my last term. this tahnks to my math. i did badly for my account and moral. of course, people that dun have moral, how to get high score in moral? haha

back to school day

2010-01-19T23:50:00.000-08:00

18/01/10- first day of schooling after a long break (more than a month-longest break so far)
although today is my first day of term 3 however it is my first day to my new college(lakeside campus). seem everything had changed. the environment and also the classes. some new student and some retake course student here. as usual, i'm trying to forget wat had happen in term 2. i did talk to them but seem they are the one who away from me. i did not force. i will bring it on naturally. just try my best.
beside that, my new campus- the food damm expensive and provided us limited seat. i saw everyone quite enjoy the view of the lake and holding a lunch box sitting at the stair. it make me feel i'm in a university now. at last but not least, the buses they provide damm suck. the bus schedule provided,however, the bus does not arrive on time. just the first day, i saw everyone crowded and waited for the bus at the station. the bus was late. finally we saw a bus coming in but that bus will only go klang. so everyone wait for the second bus. the second bus came but this bus to bandar utama only. the bus stand getting more crowded. finally the bus back to lcs/suriamas/ mentari are here. however, only 1 bus, how this bus can fit for 100++ student. i try my best to go into the bus. luckily i got into the bus. some of them have to wait for the bus an hour later. wat a good memory i had for my first day of lakeside campus(lsc)

sawardika.....

2010-01-18T23:47:00.000-08:00

i went to a trip during my holiday, feel excited cause this is my second visit to thailand after 5 year... i can feel the happines inside me.. however, this trip is only 3 days 2 night. of course it cant fullfish me. this is my first time followed my father to the massage centre. i understand why there is someone desperate for the service cause the massage really make u feel free just like floating in the air. beside that, if is rather cheap. it only cost RM26 for 2 hours. i did not spend mush at there cause the price are almost the same here. even malaysia can find the item almost that price. i just feel so sad cause i did not try the macdonald there. surprisingly, they selling mcpork. they said it taste quite nice. wat a regret for me.

christmas soon!!!

2009-12-10T01:23:00.000-08:00

ain't it cute?

i purposely decorate for my hamster, so they can feel the xmas is coming

merry hamxmas!!!

yes!

2009-12-10T01:09:00.000-08:00

finally the exam end! which means my term end as well...
we will start our next term in new campus, lakeside campus...
now, wat i need to do, just find money, grab as much as i can!!! to pay for my next term...
money please wait for me...

wondering...

2009-12-10T00:54:00.000-08:00

how fake is a person can be?
1- last time when we used to be together but now 180 degree change? i really dun understand?
2- after she told some of the group member that she is rich, some started to call her as baby....and grouping together
3-last time used to sms, but now sms but no reply..
4-do not care about u anymore, do not wait for u...
5- do not talk with u even if u are talking to her( wait for her reply)

wat the hell is this? i thought she is different. i told another fren she is better than the shit face but now only show me the real side?
i cant stand with those fake people face!
no thanks, how u treat me now i will remember!!!
we are not fren anymore...
i will not feel regret to delete u from my fren list cause u dun worth it..

wtf****

2009-12-06T20:04:00.000-08:00

final exam started, my first subject is account. shit... first day already like that... i can't let it be like that. my account paper, i can't balance... shit. sure got less mark... haiz... i need to study harder for the second paper for 2moro...

thank you so much

2009-12-06T19:59:00.000-08:00

thank you so much fren.... i know u all are supporting me..
don't worry.. i just feel that myself so pathetic.. everytime, i got betrayed from my fren. i just feel so bad cause i really treat them as my buddy but they did not think that. i can do nothing beside that. i know i need to learn how to choose fren from now on. i dun wan to be hurt. i will be strong to across all the sadness....
~new born soo yinn is here~xp

commis job

2009-12-03T23:44:00.000-08:00

today, i am going to college at 7 am.. it is really early than my usual class. i drove here to prevent late. when i reach the restaurant, we are giving a short brief on all the sequence that we need to do. as a commis, we need to help the term 6 student but in a minor way. we can help them in certain part only, therefore we almost standing at the side all the way.
when the upselling section finish, we are called to serve the judges lunch. everyone avoid to go, finally, i am the one who go there...i pour the water, giving the napkin & clearing the table... it's damm heavy cause there are 7 dinner plates & 7 b&b plates... my hand got numb and tired after holding it for so long...
during the real service, suddenly mr.anshul want me as the one who mark the attendance of the guest(manager jobs). i stand at the main entrance and wait for the guest to come in. luckily, i just work as a manager for the previous class(2 days ago). i enjoy helping them...cause i can learn a lot and know more about the requirement from the judges...

now only i realise...

2009-12-03T23:33:00.000-08:00

now, i can tell out the reason why i am separated from them(2 shit face)..
they not only good in acting but they are so horny as well...we need to be commis to help out those who exam today... caroline and xiang wei keep on hiding some where else... when we all are working,all of us at the restaurant side.. i found they are missing for quite long. when i go inside the kitchen, the answer reveal.. Mr. Anthony was there.. no wonder they stick inside the kitchen...cause they like mr. anthony.. so they keep on taking the opportunity to near to him... then i saw mr. anthony talking to them... very "hiaw"... damm annoying for me..i cant stand them... beside that, when we all need to clean the cutlery, they faster go out from the kitchen and stand at the restaurant there... wat the f***?
no need to work is it? next time, sure they will having a hard time during industrial training...

manager of the restaurant.

2009-12-02T02:21:00.000-08:00

finally end of my service. i'm the manager of today, i need to prepare all the centerpiece for the class. i have no idea and finally end out with this. it is a bottle that wrapped by the wraping paper and the flower(rose) is make from plastic bag.
the lecturer like it a lot but the group member does seem to appreciate it. however, i have done it. it was the best i can give. i dun bother or care wat u all said anymore. TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT.
i like this word so much. it suit me a lot.

happy moment... steamboat at umami

2009-12-02T02:10:00.001-08:00

i do appreciate every single moment with u all. thanks god for giving me such precious friend that bring joy and fun to me. thank you my dearest fren!!!

end of thinking skill class

2009-12-02T01:58:00.000-08:00

happy time~ reunion life after vi

2009-12-02T01:33:00.000-08:00

stay overnight at kl plaza

2009-12-02T01:27:00.000-08:00

first time in my life i stay overnight in kl plaza for nothing... actually, i followed my sister there. she needs to accompany her friend there.
the room is damm big. it is a condo style of house to rent. i just followed or else my sis will be alone in a big room.

sat: lakeside campus tour

2009-12-02T01:08:00.000-08:00

i feel so stupid cause i need to go back to college just for the lakeside campus tour. our gathering time should be 10.30, however, i followed my brother car therefore i reached super early. i reach around 9am. have almost 2 hours to spend there. i went to library and play facebook and watch movie while waiting.

i went down to the gathering place at 10.45. still a lot of people haven reach yet. i saw someone that i dun really like but i have to pretend nothing. just did not talk to her. i followed the trip there and i feel damm boring. although, they say the campus is damm big with 5.5 acre of land, but i still feel that um is bigger than it despite they told us this land is bigger than it.

they told us that we will have 1 abd half hour for the tour however, not even an hour, we end our tour cause they construction still working on it. every places we just have a look and some places they just mention but did not bring us to walk there. haiz...

new hope

2009-11-25T16:12:00.000-08:00

hope everyday is a new day. let's forget all the sadness and begin a brand new day.
i dun wan to be affect by anyone that not worth it. learning how to forgive..
suddenly one song come into my mind.

let the rain come down and wash away my tear.
let it fill my soul and drown my fears
let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun
a new day has come!!!

hope i can really do it... gambatte!!!
thanks all my fren who support me along the way...
i really appreciate it.... thank u...

mistrustful!!!

2009-11-25T15:55:00.000-08:00

yesterday, brian come near to me while the judges watching all the mv once more to make an evaluation for the mv. by the way, i agree some how what he did said to me. however, i know he is trying to protect himself and say it is my fault... i did not feel angry cause i know that he is trying to rebuilt the atmosphere. although he blame is my temper, but i am agree with him.. this all thanks to the shit face. both bitches knew acting very well... they kind of enjoy making fun around? she go to tell the other people for wat?
brian said that my video thing having problem. he said that my mv put a lot of effect inside. that's time which actually i call that 2 bitches to see what wrong inside my video and they din even said anything on my video...here now they said my one not nice at all...ok, then fine. i dun feel that i will going to say sorry to them which i ady do once. brian told me i am changing. i told him that i am not changing but actually i am a hot tempered person. i am like a volcano, once burst out, will need a long time to recover. watever they are trying to blame i dun really care. i just feel that this kind of mistrustful fren should not in my list. cause i dont know when i will be hurt by them again. this is not the first time. i need to get alone and finding for my new fren which can be trust. i never hope much. just one!

never think that our video will win this!!!

2009-11-24T00:53:00.000-08:00

after queenie tell me that she saw others video, she told us that v got no chance to win. my video still ok. but they still stick to their video. ok.... the end will be ko...bye 20 marks....u are going to enter 6 feet underground....

fuck off....

2009-11-24T00:18:00.000-08:00

i really feel damm piss off now... can anyone come and tell me what the hell is going on? i really get headache for this... i really wan to tell them fuck off... at first, there is no one doing the video for our moral assignment... i am the one who the beginning, eveyone like dun care about the project.now,in the middle of the way to progress the video, suddenly the shit face like wan to become the leader. if u wan to do leader, just tell me. i will let u go ahead. dun ever come and show me the shit face. i really hate her. she keep on saying that she dun know how to angry but i can see her acting in front of us. "so call dun know how to angry." huh, who said so. i can see her acting good in front of all of us. i almost can give her the award ady.

today:
a few things really make me feel upset. since no one is editing the video, so i said no matter what i will edit one set as the back up. suddenly xiang wei and carol call kennedy to edit as well. ok, i am fine if he willing to help cause he is not involve actually. i continuing to edit my video. here come the submission day. my one ady finish. i told them, worse come to worse, i still got a back up. suddenly, without our knowledge, they keep on saying that they wan to submit their video cause their video editing by kennedy,brian, xiang wei, carol and wilson. if their video is nice, i am fine however their video like jumping scene and keep on black out.not following the sequence. after the group 4 people look at it, they prefer my video. before this, they said that they will let queenie to decide cause she is the main character. what the hell now? when queenie said she prefer my video, they said they are going to vote now. brian told me that he will depend on the voting. if voting, for sure we will use their video cause they got so many people. queenie & the group 4 member told me that they sure win, this is not fair. after all, i just pass on my cd to them and i dun wan to care bout it ady. stick to them, whether they wanna to win or lose. i dun care. later the shit face go to tell everyone that i wan to be self-minded and stick to my video. now depend on them.

*however, i really feel upset cause i spend a few day to do all this. i even walk from suriamas to college(15 min) at 1 am. now, all my work gone. if their one is nice will be different story. too bad!!!!!!!
what thing that i had learn from here, do not work hard with this kind of group member, or else ,all ur work also useless. no matter how hard u do, they cant see & will said that u decide everything.

omg....

2009-11-16T03:55:00.000-08:00

omg. i really feel that i'm running out of time. i have a bunch of assignment to do and now suddenly come to my mid term assessment. pooh. i need to do my assesment for bed making on the coming wednesday, however there are only 10 minutes given to do the whole bed. i just practice out and i had use the time more than that. i finished my bed around 12-13 minutes. haiz. the marks will only give until the 10 minutes. this really make me nervous. shit. i should do more practice on this. and now only i realise that i need to do moral and front office assessment tommorrow. how do i divide my time? the following day, i need to do some shooting at night and i need to go home early and take my video cam here. issh... how?

this thing really make me feel piss off...

2009-11-16T03:41:00.000-08:00

what the hell is it? i really don't understand. is it their real attitude reveal or what else? how come they like to do something to hurt me?what hell is it?
isn't it we are friend? or just i'm the one who treat you as my friend?
i really feel seriously piss off with this. if you want to become the leader, just go ahead. i'm forced to do all this but since you are not obey to me, how about i elect you as the leader so you can do whatever you want. don't come and show me your shit face. really feel that you are so fate. like 2 sided person who is now reveal the part underneath the mask! sometime you are good and sometimes you really make me feel piss off. i learn a precious lesson from you. i would not believe you anymore. i will set a border in between you all from me so i would not get hurt and feel annoyed easily. if you enjoyed like this, why should i suffer for you? therefore, this is the best way to protect myself.thanks for your stupid attitude!i would not treat you as good as last time. i will revenge what you had did to me!

feel piss off!!! issh......

2009-11-03T01:38:00.000-08:00

today we having meeting with group 4 about the moral project. we having the meeting and lunch together. while i'm eating, i try to explain wat we need to do to the group 4 members. then ,carolyn and xiang wei stand up and tell me that they are going to change their cloth first. ok, then find. i'm continuing my explaination to the group 4. when i'm finish. i rush inside the locker area and change my cloths. after that i was going inside the girl's locker area. then i saw xiang wei and carolyn there with yuen ling. i put on my head and my scart. then i wanted to go toilet. suddenly xiang wei say bye bye venice, i started to feel piss off. i told back. yes, both of u always leave me and say bye bye to me. when u really wait for me? then i went in the toilet and shut the door loudly. i do not care how they feel but i relly feel piss off. when i came out from the toilet, they are still there and try to wait for me. i pretend i do not know they are waiting for me. i jsut go out and one. carolyn went out first then the door close and i just kick the door and the door was loud. then i walk asap. i do not want to wait for them. they know i was angry and not dare to near me after that. the question is cant they wait? is just a while. this is not the first time. i feel like i have been left behind. this fucking feeling which i hated so much.

30/10/2009

2009-11-03T01:29:00.000-08:00

worse thing come to me today. i never expected what had happened today. my mickey passed away. i feel very sad cause he is too small and not to suffer like this. i only know this after work in sz and it is around 11 smtg. my dad told me that my dog has passed away today. of course i asked him wat happened? then he told me that he been torture by the big dog at the road when he go out and piss outside. my parents was busy preparing the thing to sell therefore, they did not know my dog was murdered by the dog outside. according to my dad, mickey die in very brutal way which his bone was split into 2 parts. i can feel the pain when i know this from my dad.sorry mickey.I'M SO SORRY.. sorry.sorry.sorry. that i did not protect u. rest in peace mickey. hope u will get a better owner in the coming life. i will pray for u. pls forgive me

having class after 4 hours gap

2009-10-15T02:36:00.000-07:00

it's really a boring day. as usual, i went to college at 7 smtg. having a class at 8.30am. after that class, we have to wait for 4 hours for the other class. haiz. really wasting our time. life really full with wastage!

trust!!!

2009-10-15T02:27:00.000-07:00

i'm having a practical class yesterday, but smtg happen on the same day. we have shrimp cocktail as the appertizer and main course will be roasted chicken with gravy.
we do learn a lot on this class however, while we helping the chef doing the dessert, our chicken got stolen. i did not know who is the thief but i'm sure is one of our group member. i feel this is really nonsense because everyone have one whole chicken extra from the serving. why the people still do not appreciate with what they have? i feel so sad because i have put my trust to them but this is what i got. should i trust or alert on them? by the way, i should curse the thief!!!

omg....

2009-10-08T03:53:00.000-07:00

all the assignment throw to my face now... like a mountain that blocking my view. moral studies, thinking skill and now event as well...

what is going on?

2009-10-08T03:49:00.000-07:00

i really dun understand, why all the public transport having such so call "GOOD" service? everytime i went to the the stupid transport, in average 10 times, 8 times will not punctual... do they know what is punctuality stand for?

face optimistic as far as i could!!!

2009-10-07T02:40:00.000-07:00

i did not know whether it is true or a legend. for me, i think it is quite true. when good thing come there must be a bad thing following, and otherwise. for me, good thing happen to me first then followed by bad thing. my results just out yesterday. everyone busy checking. my fren ask me to check as well. i got my results overall 16.07/20.00 . this consider not bad among all the class. i think i'm in the top 3 of the class. my best academic for term 1 is culinary and the worst results for computer class. i was hope to inform my parents to prove them that i can study well here, however, i got the bad news from them. they just got the medical report which they have make the check up last saturday. the results is my both parent having abnormal health. my mum got the bacteria inside the stomach which will cause cancerous when we din take care of it. she got it 9X higher than usual people. on the other hand, my dad report even worrying. he got high glucose contain in his blood stream and his cholesterol level was high. the cholesterol for LDL is high and the contain of trigliserol as well. omg!!! i never hope that this is really happen to both of them. where the doctor said probably my dad will got diabetes and cholesterol. my mum, she have to take medicine to control the bacteria .hopefully they can fight through this.

wat the hell????

2009-10-01T04:54:00.001-07:00

omg. i need to study moral study, fine but the assignment we need to do...cant expected. it's a music video....haiz

real serving

2009-10-01T04:49:00.000-07:00

i'm having a real serving yesterday. my serving sucks. if i'm the one who give the marks, sure i got fail. i forgot all the sequences!!! i have no guess, so i have invited 2 senior as my guess. they are kind and tell me all the mistake i had made and even tell me a lot of hidden thing such like how the marks given. it is good but bad at any side. anyway, i'm feel super thank you to those senior who came for my serving yesterday with sincere.

school start!!!

2009-10-01T04:44:00.000-07:00

it's an alert. early morning have to come to college. second term start. first day to college, everyone cant even recognice me because i had change my hairstyle. i was going to college earlier than the class started. i'm sitting at the student lounge for so long but no one saw me there until i sound to call one of the girl only they realise that's me.

now i got a new name!!! not mummy, not anything bad but MANNEQUEN!!! wat a lame name???they said i look like a doll now..

picture of clubbing nite!!!

2009-10-01T03:58:00.001-07:00

ivy ady ko

clubbing night

2009-09-25T10:09:00.000-07:00

this time is my real time to go clubbing.although i feel stupid cause only 3 of us going but unless we did experience it.we went to maison. we went there around 9 smtg and we have dinner around the mamak stall around. we were told by aunt lian that we need to go earlier to get a table. however, we got cheated. no one there until late 11pm.the night started at 12am. we buy a barcandi cause it's doing promotion,buy one free one. it cost RM418. ivy got drunk but she deny she was drunk. weng kit was standing there to see me and ivy dancing there to ensure our safety and make sure we did not drunk. poor weng kit have to be our body guard. we leave around 2smtg in the morning. i just feel that maison is not a nice place to have fun. the music there was not as nice as barcelona. finally, i'm the one who drove the car cause weng kit got dizzy and ivy got drunk. they still having some problem until morning. all our plan ruin since ivy still vomited and weng kit feel his stomach not very well. luckily i did not involve with it.

satisfy???

2009-09-20T12:09:00.001-07:00

i'm not really know why. i'm questioning myself for so many times but i could not find the answer. why are there so unfair? because i'm not flirting with u, u dun really like me? yes, i agree. i dun really like u and sometimes even hate u. because u treat people unfairly. i know u have a higher position but please, we do our jobs well but u not judge us from that. those who flirt with u will always know everything and even get something better. even they got the discount voucher... this is how u treat us? damm u. i will curse u!!! dun challenge me. i mean it.

complicated.......

2009-09-20T11:34:00.000-07:00

i never know.. why is racist? or even a small gang inside a gang..although, look friendly when together but back stepping each other from the behind. from here, we can know that there are some elimination cases always happen.
why are these happen all around? isn't we are the same colour and same appearance? why this thing will happen? i really wonder. when god create us, did he create discrimination as well? i'm feeling pity to those eliminate from others. like being alienate by others. feel lonely and pity.

my term end (18/9/09)

2009-09-20T11:31:00.000-07:00

my term ended finally...
after 10 weeks busy in college life, this is my first term break. finally can throw all the assignment, presentation, assessment and research all away.

my new life in college

2009-09-18T03:31:00.000-07:00

i'm having my new life in taylor's just enrol after everyone had had started. the class started at 15 but i'm only enrol on 21 july

an island trip

2009-09-18T03:08:00.000-07:00

picture of redang trip

2009-09-18T02:58:00.000-07:00

~trip to redang~

2009-09-18T02:21:00.000-07:00

i never expected that i got such close with my form 6 fren. we went to a trip, redang is on 13th of june.it was my first time to redang and it also my first time going so far with my fren as well.i remember very clearly that the trip was 3 days 2 night, however, we make it 4 nights 3days(2 nights in bus). it's really a memorable moment for me. we do a lot of preparation before going there.since i'm still working that time, everyone come to midvalley and find me to decide something about the trip.
we went to a market to buy all the materials needed. we even buy alcohol there. on that night, i was super happy. me and ivy meet at the lrt station while yefei and kar mun meet at another station. then, we meet inside the train. on the other hand, shau and loong waiting us at the putra station.

we meet at putra station and we almost late because of kar mun and fei(always late- late queen). we waited for the bus. when the bus arrived, we went into the bus(transnational). the bus was great! it's ideal for traveller to travel far because it is big enough and freezing cold inside. while inside the bus, we are the most active gang while other passenger are sleeping. then, we have a rest. it's around 4 in the morning, we woke up and realise tat we already reach terengganu.the bus driver did not make any announcement or speak out smtg about the station. we was so nervous. we did not know whether we have miss the station or not. luckily we did not. we reach the kuala terengganu station at around 4smtg ,not even reach 5. we were waiting for the agent and fetch us from there.

almost 6am, some one from the agent came and pick us up. they told us that we have to wait for another 2 person. so he let us wait at the agency place. we just follow wat they direct us. they lock us inside the building. it's a budget hotel for the traveller. we hang at the roof of the hotel. it is a restaurant places that quite unic and romantic. we took picture and play at there.

around 8 only we was call to the jetty. we took an hour to reach the jetty. around 11, we reach to hotel, redang kalong. the environment there was super nice. we having our trip there for 3 days with included 3 snorkelling trip and meal. we play around in that 3 days. it was my best trip that i cant forgot. i will never forgot those day that we were play, eat and sleep together. best friends 4ever!!!

~choya sarari~

2009-06-26T17:48:00.000-07:00

this is a plum wine.. very nice.. i think this is better than choya umetshu..

fish from salmon slice

2009-06-26T11:23:00.000-07:00

is it cute?
it make from salmon slices... by my collegue when they were so free

have u see this?

2009-06-26T11:03:00.001-07:00

like SUSHI PUN CHOI...
haha

sakura chirashi don s

2009-06-26T10:49:00.000-07:00

i'm really lucky..when i feel hungry that's time, my collegue wrong order..
so he pass me this which he say he din eat raw items.

~sooyinn~

~my super weird dream~

result announce!!!

Je vais faire de mon mieux

Forgive & Forget

what a boring birthday again?

Blow the lights!!!

Thank you so much my dear fren!!!

03/01/2011

A lonely New Year celebration

~G0h TuNg~

Finished my 2nd intern

New journey begin..

come to the end...of Term 4

whatever you think!!!

heart 2 heart

unforgetable

lost=bad luck?

sympathy

aSseSsMenT...

~LoOng LoOng b!r+hDay~

annoying servive

damm bitch

new frens

vacation on 3 land

holiday after holiday...

25/06/2010

new friend..

old friend visit

old friend visit

what's going on?

entering the industrial world...

first online in langkawi...

counting down the day i leave...

family day

1st final year paper....

what's wrong?

5/4/2010

~~~reading the blogzzz~~~

something about myself!!!

happy go lucky

i wish i could do it...

~another day in paradise~with u guys

it's time to awake

hunger for food

yoohoo~

taylorian???

is it true?

something irritate me!!!

smtg tat pissed me off...

you~damm bitch!!!

~golden key birthday~

prank?

f & b service

zzz.......

first movie in 2010

~results day~

back to school day

sawardika.....

christmas soon!!!

yes!

wondering...

wtf****

thank you so much

commis job

now only i realise...

manager of the restaurant.

happy moment... steamboat at umami

end of thinking skill class

happy time~ reunion life after vi

stay overnight at kl plaza

sat: lakeside campus tour

new hope

mistrustful!!!

never think that our video will win this!!!

fuck off....

omg....

this thing really make me feel piss off...

feel piss off!!! issh......

30/10/2009

~reading the blogzzz~